Lonely Its been so long since my thoughts have brought me to this little journal. But with tears in my eyes I feel the need to write this. Lonliness, its the emotion that hits me hard, right in the chest. I realize that surrounded by people talking, I am still very much alone. My real friends, who do not hide behind fake realities and masks live so far away. So far from my reach, like birds, to quick to catch. I see online there faces, frozen, only showing one expression. There words are all I have to go by, I savour each one but it still does not make me whole. I feel lost, a feeling I do not enjoy. I feel friendshipsLonely
Sisters at HeartIn these rough and tough times Good friends are hard to find But when were together its so fun Speaking our thoughts and trusting themSisters at Heart
We scream until our lungs give out And laugh until our stomachs shout Who cares what the others say Why should it matter anyway
Crying till the tears finally stop Talking of love with hope in our hearts Believing our dreams and watching them fly We too will be birds in that clear blue sky
Friends forever and sisters at heart Seperated at birth by some odd mix up Finally together the best of friends Wi
Falling So QuicklyI watch the leaves spin So slowly down And brace myself as They land on the groundFalling So Quickly
I know this feeling Extremely well Its the way I feel When you are around
I think of my love He thinks of his other So far from my reach I feel unloved
I'm sure she is sweet And likes him a lot But likes not enough To describe my heart
I love that he breathes That he speaks and talks I love his personality And his smile rocks
There are so many words To describe how I feel When I see him walking &n
Final FarewellPeople always seem to say That love is amazing and great But when I walk by you No emotions escape you I'm just a face in the crowd One who many never see your smile It twists me up inside That you don't know I cry So I'll just watch and ingnore the ache Of my tender heart break Letting the moments slip on by Knowing the path grows thinner in time Soon our school days will be done And you will be the only one Who will hold my beating heart Until it comes to a sudden stop You probably won't realize And just continue passing by While I waFinal Farewell
hurricane heartbreakhave you ever wanted to stay inside hide your face and sit and cryhurricane heartbreak
when your world is all upside down and the sky is only dark grey clouds
and your tears fall like the raindrops and nobody else wants to talk
then youre alone with that rough heartbeat that thumps faster than the water hitting the concrete
or when all they ask is forgiveness, but you cant find any reasons for it
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i can make you hate meI can make your heart beat faster, i can make you blush a deep red. i can make you go insane, with thoughts of me in your head.i can make you hate me
i can make your eyes cast downward, i can make your breath disappear. i can make you feel safe, by chasing away all of your fears.
i can make your heart more broken, i can make your eyes lose their shine. i can make you want to stay up, crying and crying all night.
i can make you hate me forever, i can make you feel lost inside. it is just so easy to bring you up, and then tear down your life.
Well its been awhile
Tired
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♥´`•.*:+:~ Roxyanna ~:+:*.•´♥
"Together, forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart."
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Roxy + Ethan <3
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i hate that sometimes i just want to hold your hand ♥
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Being a teenager is tough, sometimes life isn't fair, other times it is, and even then I say f*ck that!
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You can't spell SLAUGHTER without a hint of LAUGHTER.
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Being a teenager is tough, sometimes life isn't fair, other times it is, and even then I say f*ck that!
i feel like i haven't talked to you in forever...OH MY GOD I'M SOOOO SORRY I NEVER CALLED YOU BACK! SERIOUSLY! I DIDN'T FORGET YOU I JUST FOGOT YOU! YOU KNOW THAT WHOLE PUTTING 2+2 TOGETHER BUT NOT GETTING THAT IT =4. but i love you and i really miss you and i'm sorry. i've had like 2 cc meets a week and school and i'm making my christmas plans by the end of this month but that's no excuse and i'm really sorry!
love you!
WE haven't talked in forever! Its ok just call me sometime so that i feel loooved! its ok cuz i love you,
Sunshine Heather Forever
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Being a teenager is tough, sometimes life isn't fair, other times it is, and even then I say f*ck that!
i know we haven't talked my computer got a huge virus so we had to send it to some computer people and they had to put everything on a disc and erase EVERYTHING on it! i mean everthing! then when we got it back it worked for like two weeks then it wouldn't turn on so i had to go on and do a recovery program which also erased everything. but the computer people still have the disc so we can have evething back but for a while i was really worried becasue EVERYTHING is on the computer(my stories, picture, ect.). so my computer is still there so i'm at the library right now.
i just got back from our XC meet(the manchester invitational(we're manchester!) i stil can't run because of my hip(i'll call you later about that one(long story)so i handed out water.
i love you and i miss you but life's going good here. i'm making a lot of friends and i'm really being to feel included and you know like this is my town. i'll always miss you and my mountains and ocean and stuff but i'm finally...i don't know. i just feel like this is home.
~Your Marrionette Forever
Sunshine Heather Forever!
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Being a teenager is tough, sometimes life isn't fair, other times it is, and even then I say f*ck that!
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Being a teenager is tough, sometimes life isn't fair, other times it is, and even then I say f*ck that!
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